Oh where to begin. Things sometimes change so rapidly in life that it can make a person's head spin. My head is on perpetual rotation it seems. Kind of like my new Hank Jr. CD I got in the mail a couple of days ago (Love that CD with a capital L).
I think things are going great and moving forward and then bam, I get hit with something new and I have to readjust my life. The only important thing is I keep moving forward because if I stop I'm afraid I may cease to exist. I know, I'm sounding silly, but trust me, it makes sense to me.
Anyway, things have changed in my life once again and I'm having trouble doing the things that used to come easily. I thought I was finished with health crap, but I was wrong...so, so wrong. I've had some tests and will be having more soon and honestly don't know how much longer I'm going to be able to keep up the pace I've been keeping. I love this blog so much and it's been my joy for the last year, but really in the scheme of life it's not all that important when compared to my family and my real life. It's hard to have the things I have going on and then try and sit here and talk jovially about such silly things such as who's dating who and who wore what to what award show. Those are the things that used to make me happy, now, not so much. I think I'm just feeling sorry for myself today - or the last week or two actually. I hate having pity parties, but sometimes they can't be helped and I'm partying now.
But don't get the wrong impression, I'm not shutting the blog down, not even close, just slowing down, readjusting, and reorganizing. You all have been my friends and I like to keep my friends informed of what's going on. Of course, it's sort of hard to let my friends know what's going on when I'm not even sure myself. I guess the not knowing is sometimes the funnest part of life.
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